This is a milestone in my life. On Sunday during Service, felt so in love. But during ministry, all the defences in my broke loose, and out came torrents of tears. Tears of Longing, Tears of dryness, tears of love. I missed him so much, but HE Missed me even more !!! Each time i tried to sing, i just kept crying crying and all in such deep sorrow. All the days that i've ran away from him, all the days that i felts so dry and lonely. He was right there waiting for me!!!
that is why i will be undergoing a 40 days fast from tv and psp and all such entertainment...
loved all the songs today too... it was away from all our normal happy jumpity kinda songs, but songs of love, longing and intimacy with HIM.
I come to the garden alone While the dew is still on the roses And the voice I hear falling on my ear The Son of God discloses.
Refrain
And He walks with me, and He talks with me, And He tells me I am His own; And the joy we share as we tarry there, None other has ever known.
He speaks, and the sound of His voice, Is so sweet the birds hush their singing, And the melody that He gave to me Within my heart is ringing.
Refrain
I’d stay in the garden with Him Though the night around me be falling, But He bids me go; through the voice of woe His voice to me is calling.
making my life a miracle 9:41 PM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Super super Tired of takin my driving tests over and over again.. they seem to never end, and worse of all, EVERY1 is asking.. i'm sure out of concern.. but its so painful to keep failing over and over again.
To think that most ppl i know have taken later than me, and passed... why am i still stuck here ??? It has been a yr since i started my driving. and still i'm here, chances have passed , 3 times it hit me right in the head. who said the first cut is the deepest ? the 3rd hurts most, cause it hurts right where the wound was pain pain why so deep you sting ? comfort to heal the pain, where can i go but from where i first starteth.
Back to the Start. Back to the Father.
making my life a miracle 10:08 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
How is it that i'm always framed. My father thinks that everytime i use the com i destroy it.Somehow this com tries to dog me by having bugs after i use it. and all i do is just surfing. somehow the stupid network will dc , and work fine later.
Worse of all just minutes ago, it happened network down, so i tried to call up the helpline, then low batt.... POP straightaway thinks i did .. ITS ALL my fault...
i dont care, i'm gonna save up alot of money and go buy myself a laptop so that i dont have to bother him about anything anymore.
making my life a miracle 12:20 AM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Feeling empty and crappified now. sucky things have happened to me in my office because of the flying MonkeY.
What is a flying monkey ???
Brucophalus monkfolious
It isa mammal that is found only in the deepest area of a congrete jungle in the northern parts of singapore, particularly near khatib. It has also been seen whizzing about in Sengkang.
It has sometimes been mistaken for Mr Incredible. this explains why It is sometimes have been seen trying to fly.Though it looks quite capable of flying, it cannot actually fly. This because, after years of staying behind a desk, and the evolutionof its eating habits,it has developed a great amount of lipids. It instead Glides on the updrafts on other peoples work with the use of a few flaps of skin in between its legs.
Just a few brief description.
making my life a miracle 9:49 PM
Friday, October 05, 2007
Cars zooming pass my eyes, My Heart aches and pains, How you've wasted so long, Others have gone pass me,
Time has flown by, How can i still stay where i am
making my life a miracle 10:42 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
After going round the world, [literally] i've come back to this crazy lil upside down world of mine
It has been a year since i've shifted my blog, and a year since i've started driving.
just failed my 2nd attempt, and i'm about to go crazy. now wad to do ??? lol aniwae just a lil update on my life, after my Jiang Xi stint, i went on a trip to shen yang to teach magic, followed by my enlistment to Army, where i went through bmt. Following which i went to signals... aniwae to cut a long story short refer here.
So now here i am back.
making my life a miracle 4:07 PM
Friday, July 28, 2006
Just Got back from Church Prayer meeting. Ever since i got back, I 've been feeling very very far away from God. It felt like God was in China and I in Singapore. So very far away. Try as i might, repent from what ever sin, fasting... Today, during the meeting, Pst Melvin asked anyone who wanted a fresh baptism of the holy spirit to come down. I went. I was HUNGRY, I WANTED, I THRIST, i needed HIM. That was when, a pastor came, he prayed that the stone of my life be rolled away.
Immediately i felt it, the presence, the love, the embrace.