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Sunday, October 30, 2005
had a gd time today.. felt so dry the whole week la..
sighz.. i have given up on hardening my heart, i will keep it subtle and warm,
even if it means ppl cna hurt me more easily, but at least god can talk to me ,
so all i have is a contrite spirit and a broken heart...
but att least i can be close to god.. dats all that matters now.. i dun care anymore.. i just wanna walk right with him and follow him foreva..
making my life a miracle 12:00 AM
Friday, October 28, 2005
Back from chalet.. wow,,,.. took a long needed break.. had a gd time just cookin.. adn playin PS2 awa mahjong.. den da xiang gong alot of times.. wahahaha play until so fierce sia.. lolx!!!! wow.. was very happy, until my dad came to fetch us...
scolded us all e way home..
apparently, he was very insulted by my sign on my door that said,"A clean room is a sign of a sick mind." he felt i was saein that he was sick..
but all i meant was sdat i'm messy and givin myself anexcuse to be messy..
so in the car he scolded me wen i said he was takin things too personally and being petty... and he said he was extremely petty..
aiya.. spoiled my whole happy day..
on e brighter side.. my mum , aunti jenny, leonard, and i watched stairways to heaven today.. all e episodes.. stuidly sad ending.. sighz..
lolx..
heaty liao.. to much bbq... made kebabs... cheese rice.. crab...
sambal sotong.. wahaha shiok !!!!
thanx god!!!!!
making my life a miracle 1:46 AM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
angry @ my self.. for doing somany stuff wriongly..
stumbled.. fell... stabs in de heart.
shit !
e idiot locked me outta de hse yesterday..
so i went done to kovan to get a drink and come back.. adn all bcos, joey left my clothes on e floor..
den yesterday i cooked some fried rice.. so i could'nt fiish it..
den sum ass ate it, and didnt wash the pan, and i gfet scoldiong from e idiot..
i'm so angry..
i cant wait for him to die..
so pissed.. hey dun worry i wont kill him.. not worth.. not that it hasn't crossed my mind...
calling him a bast*** is an iunsult to my grandparents..
i realli wanna sign sumthing to cancel our f-s relationship.
take it like i've never had such a father.
making my life a miracle 5:37 PM
making my life a miracle 5:37 PM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
today went to school.. went late.. cnat wake up.. chiong ms..
den went there nv make bread, onli feed e mother sponge.
but den best part met mdm lau.. and she said that there are sum options to look into..
and she thot i din need it la..
wah...
ok.. so after dat went to fpp.. bleah
den went out wth fendi, sarah and angel to break FAST with him la.. wlak up walk down cannot find e place i wanna go den realized, it closed down..
sianz
lol..
den went to eat had fun tokin and laffin until the old man @ came and ask us to tone down.
den went window shoppin and bought this door hanger that says neat rooms are the sign of sick ppl..
wahahah
so i went on the mrt w angel on e ay back. so too tired and din hear the tootootototo snd.
den kena kiap..
so i said loudly, thak you very much.. sarcastically.. which to angel was hilarious
so had to push awya the door angrily la.
now at dilemmma , to buy or not to buy, adn shld i wiat for sum time 1st or wta ???
i dunno !!!!! arrtghh 1!!! help !!!!
making my life a miracle 12:11 AM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
my ass of a dad took away my hp today.
He took away my keys as well...s o going mad sson..
and very emotional drained.. cos just fin my supps, and kena dis kena crap.. i intend to have nuthin to do with him in future.. even if he dies.
i noe i sound unfelial, but i dun care anymore.. 6 yrs of madness.. and evry 6 mths he cuts my line.
enough...
i've had it, when i save eniugh, i'll get a lawyer letter to denounce everything to do with him.
making my life a miracle 11:34 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
today alot of good things and shitty things happened ...
couldn't sleep and freaked out, den went to sleep.
when i woke up check results again , wow!!!!
i passed my 2 subjects.
both !!! that means if this next sem i be gd boy, go for all my lecs, and tuts, i will complete my studies in 9mths time..
wow, so was very thankful to god, and the ppl hu prayed for me, yea.. thank you so much.
later on when i went down to nyjc, realized that alot of conditions were not suitable for magic, so.. yea.. den later on screwed up a magic trick, and had to destroy sumthing to protect the secret, o damm feels like crap.
but nevermind, still feel very happy for passing..
so when i came back home, my bro was going out 'running' but actually lannin la,
so my dad insisted i tag along, so we had a really fun time playing la.. we owned a 2v2 game like siao la.. wahaha
so when my dad called, we said we were still walkin , but just that lolx..
so i couldn't take it any more and i told him e truth, i went to play computer.
so he freaked la.. satrted screaming and shouting at me, on my phone, the torment didn't end there when i came back home he cam ealong with alot of crap, how we never help out in the house.. blaeah. hey this is a guy who never works, he wakes up reads newspaper and pratically lazes around e whole day la! he's not workin, and he gives my mum hus workin so much trouble. i'm so amazed my mum is still not divorced with him yet, and if she does frankly, i'll support her la.
so back to e topic. so he started scolding me about how i was spending HIS money, but these were my own money which i worked for la.. so i just treated my bro to lan, and joey is e only bro i can liek go out and have fun with la.. like you noe brother time.. and he does''t allow any computer games in e desktop com. so wat u expect??? of course go out and play right !!! the ass, just terminated my handphone line. so i'm fuming mad, i cant take this anymore, i just managed to pass one hudle, and another one comes. WTH!!! why !!!! why on earth is he here for ? he stinks ! i mean seriously he doesn't bathe like 1 a day, its like 2wice a week ? so ders this stench, and he doesn't like to open the windows, cos afraid of mozzies, so he on my aircon jacking it to like 18 degrees every day. and blamingme for high aircon bills.
i really regerett, should have let him gone to jail last time and rot in jail, he's a waste of all our efforts. if there 1 thing that will cause my untimely demised it would be him, he's such a bane to every1, i'm ahamed to be even associated with him. i cant take this anymore.
making my life a miracle 3:12 AM
Friday, October 14, 2005
cant sleep going crazy.
wat if i fail ???
i will die.
god, i'm sorry for wat eva i've done, but please helpme out here!!!!
i cant fail !!!!
2 yrs of studies den kena kick out, wo shi bu ming mu la..
god pls help me...
the results are not out yet.. is that normal ?
it said 14th but i've been waiting since 12 am la..
why !!! copuld it be beacause i've failed and den they dun wanna tell me because they giving me 2nd chance ??? it said 14th !!!
why !!! no sms also..
why..
why...
making my life a miracle 6:30 AM
have you ever wondered recently ?
admidst our busy lifes, rushing here and there..
Tha maybe, just MAYBE, this world we live in is actually showing signs to us.
that the world is actually showing the signs of HIS coming.
In fact, we live in EXCITING times. we are actually 2005 yrs closer to the coming of the age, since the time of apostle paul, and Jesus,
"...There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of Birth Pains."Matthew 24:7-8
"Luke 21:11There will be great earthquakes, famines and pestilences in various places, and fearful events and great signs from heaven."
haha. why do i sound so weird?
yes, my life has never been the same again.
are you ready for the second coming ?
are you ready to see god now ?
i'm not forcing you to accept christ, just take a moment from your busy schedule, have you lived a fruitful and happy life?
or are you just having so many urgent things to concentrate on, that you've forgotten the IMPORTANT stuff, like your family, your friends, and yourslef.
So give it some thought, God has always been there for you, whether you see HIM or Not...
making my life a miracle 1:45 AM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
wah. had such a hard day @ the lab today.. start to go a bit bread siao alreadi
den later da pao for my mum... dots
sighz
i went later to ewat seafood w my cuzzies.. hahaha very fun...
but den forgot that i was on a fast. sigfh i will go on full fast tml..
results comin out liao .. need to pray and fast for it... i must not fail !!!
i wont 4give meself if i fail.
making my life a miracle 11:41 PM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
i'm mad.. sleepless
its 5.30 i've been trying to sleep since 2..
but i cant my mind id just filled with stuff. like wat if i fail my supps..
worry and fear
i'm online hoping that my eyes will feel tired.. and close..
i'm sleepless and mad....
making my life a miracle 5:25 AM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Felt very confused on why i was stil doing magic today..
i lIke it but its not oaying.. and no $$$ oso.. so when alot of ppl ask me how much am i paid , i serious tongue tied.
I wanna work for them.. but@ sam etime dun wanna sound like i'm jostling for a piece of the pie.
but enough of that.
Had a show today.. free.. -_-!!! but was fun very tired.. my father finally allowed me to use the com..
use liao den give u all those stupid things like no chatting no playing games.. just transfer stuf..
he's seriously getting on my nerves la.. sian...
sigh....
making my life a miracle 11:29 PM
hahaha finally up.. Had prayer worship just now @ expo.. wow.. explosive..
prayer is like a bulb, you need to be connected to the source to use it.. like wise... need to be connected to god, to pray..
Ok.. so late liao.. mum stamding here look @ me blog.. kk notez.. pls remember to tag ur comments on the new format and pls tell me ur blogs as well pls.. nitez!
making my life a miracle 4:20 AM
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making my life a miracle 1:16 AM