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Sunday, January 29, 2006
wow finally CNY is here, after so many days of prep and lotsa last minute shopping,
ya..
was very happi after i won 4 tai at mahjong very shiok..
so i realli wish u happi new year, nd may the blessings from above fill your house and family.
making my life a miracle 11:36 PM
Friday, January 20, 2006
In day 8 i learnt that i was made for God's Pleasure . SO how can i make GOd happy???
besides worshipping, i realized that i need to worship god through my daily life and the gifts that he has given me. So they how then shall i live??? i realize that i need to practise more of my "gift" as well as in day 9 i learn how to thank god 4 hu i am rather than grumble abt the gifts i dont have.
AS much as this has been fun, i also am going to start a new magic thingy to get magicians to come and just do magic for fun, but only if they do magic.
not just a trick.
ok... i gtg liao.
back to naruto!!!!!!
making my life a miracle 12:08 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
wow, today felt alot of things from GOd,
1. $$$ have to save it by being punctual or else will go into a vicious poverty cycle.
2. Need to be punctual , disciplined.
3. need to sow more seed by availing more $$$
as you can see its a cycle.
Punctual=>no taxi=>more $$$=>can save and spend wisely,
also intedn to save on my ating, no more gluttony for me...
sighz..
also need to excercise..
wahaha such exciting times!!!!!
making my life a miracle 11:08 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
I've been trying to Live This life, TOday i REALLY STRUGGLED Alot, but thank god! i've made it.
TOdday was a realli exciting day because for e first time in a long while, i actualli woke up @ 6am to pray b4 goign to school.
So i managed to pray for like 40 mins before i had to go to school, had alot of unnecessary disuruptions. sighz, so managed to talk to god on the way tto school, lost alot of my cool later in teh day not enuff sleep, and ended havin a realli foul word on my mouth the whole day.
SIghz, so i'm backa dn starting to actualli do dumbbells, Gotta work out manz... get fit for GOD!!!!
ok realli very shagged alreadi pls be praying for me as well, feel a cold acoming....
Thanks...
making my life a miracle 1:35 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006
wow, haven't been blogginga s regualrly as i would love to. and getting quite messed up cos forget where i stopped, but here goes.
Day 4
Made to last forever,
Having known that i'm meant to last forever, How then should i live ?
I need to work harder on my school, and i need to stop slacking .
Focus more on the unseen than the seen. aka spiritual vs physical.
Day 5 seeing my life from God's View.
now that i know god tests ppl, how then should i live?
i need to be good stewards of what i have , eg: my cell group, my studies, my $$$, my family. everything... my room,...
alll need to be taken good care of until the next coming of Jesus.
Day 6.Life is a temporary assignment.
as you can see most of these days are qte the same, so its overlapping abit
so this day i felt was qte like day 4 to focus more on spiritual life, vs Physical.
Day 7
The reason for everything.
Where in my daily routine can i see god's glory.
I need a routine to begin with, i'm very afraid of being too rountine, but i need to organize my life and overcoem this fear. so i'm now gointo pray after this and make it a rountine, to grow closer to god. Bye!
making my life a miracle 6:41 AM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Have you ever read a book and u think, "Thats me !!!"
yup that was happened on the 3rd day doing the book, although it has been quite inconsistent, but i've been takingmy time to do the book.
I realized that i'm driven by a need of approval and materialism unknowingly, while i knew about the approval thingy, and have been trying to change that part of me. But the materialism thingy was der but blur. I realized that i need to live for God, likewise, it plays in to Pst senglee's message for us on Sunday about the Sin of I... Selfcentred. ok now i gtg will blogg more abt it if got time.
making my life a miracle 8:09 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
so other revelations that have happened today.
I need to personify the values that i value so much.
and i need to Study hard, and i mean realli STUDY.
Punctuality is also very important.
so i need to realli be punctual from now onwards....
yeah!!!!
dunno wat else to say....
bye
making my life a miracle 8:05 PM
went through the book. realli interesting I struggled alot with the Words, i was made so that God could express his love . so i was thinking and i found that why would he want to do dat for me ? so much so that he had to send his son for me ? God would stillbe God without me.
realli didnt understand until i was praying for my guys, and i realised that i'm like a tool of god, to share HIS love to others.
Also
yesterday i said i didn't know how to remind myself?
i know how, ask myself before i do anything, is it for me ? or for gOd ?
wahaha
making my life a miracle 6:55 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
Day 1
The Thing that realli struck me and til now i've been unable to answer
was when it said taht how can i remind myself that life is about living for God and about me.
so how ? of course all the text book answer all came out, how to eternalize it and makeit come out from within, but deep down i realized that i have ben realli living for mself,
make yourself comfortable, live life to e fullest, they have all been just about me.
So now, How can i remind myself? i've realised that until i learn how to do it, i cant live my life totalli for God, so i decided, to live out the quote, Let God increase and Me decrease, by making prayer a habit.
SO that it will not remind me but MAKE me live a miraculous life for HIM.
making my life a miracle 1:34 PM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Finally after 3 days of searching high and low for the Book, i've finally gotten it! wahaha ok.. this is so cool, for the next 40 days i'll be bloggin in for the book, and my reflections, and self application questions...
Will i Be a New Me?
How then shall i Live?
Make my life a miracle!!!!
making my life a miracle 9:03 PM
Feeling so sad and angry with my self, so far i've failed all my subs including the realli esai ones, so much so that my teacher was surprised and said that she was shocked!
Worse if all, i scored the worse in the whole conhord,
i'[m realli angry must start studying tonight, enmbaressed and angry.
what has ahappened to me ?!?!!??!?
Studying.
making my life a miracle 3:10 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Learnt alot today, talked to evan, so i decided that i need to...
work on my punctuality,
Spend more time with my guys
and spend more time with god.
so i've decided to go and buy myself this book. entitled the purpose driven life by rick warren.
for the next 40 days, i'll be on a quest to clean up my life and learn why am i on earth for and at the same time take stock and evaluate my last 20yr on earth.yea.. i'll be commenting on it also in my days ahead . might be doing a fast as well.. but have to see how..
so after that i went down to the magic box and went for the watchnight service thingy. and i learnt that in this new yr, i neeed to sacrifice the things of comfort to see the supernatural . no idea what that means yet, but i'm willing. also i need to be a living sacrifice. all these in the first 15 minutes of 2006. wah/...
so whta have i brought home ? i decided there and then i wanted to rededicate mylife to god, to renew my covenant to him. and there i built an altar to his name. and realized my life would never be the same.
so the nightmare is over... and it'll be time for me to change the skin soon... wahaha
seeya soon!
making my life a miracle 4:14 AM