AHH!!! my previous blog was abt to be published and gone.. sighz.... I just came back from the D&D last night. it hurts so much to say this but i went up to collect a XBOX 360. but b4 dat, Before going i asked god to let me win BIG!!!! so i went up. but the tix wasn't mine, it belong ed to someone else who had left to go some where else. so the tix had won i went up and they slowly eliminated the winners one by one.. sighz... it was so fun.. coming back i struggled in my spirit. i could, NOT TELL and have it for myself.[but dat'll be wrong...]or TELL and give it to her.... so i went to a bible which thank god my cuz sent to me from aussie.. thank god for him. and i read titus 1:7 7 For the bishop must be blameless, as God's steward; not self-willed, not soon angry, no brawler, no striker, not greedy of filthy lucre; bishop refering to an overseer aka leader
it was not easy.. but in de end i called her and let her know... [and i pleaded if i could have it...lolx] but Ultimately it was hers and up to her what she wanted to do with it. i realised that even with an 'easy' thing such as integrity, it is not always easy cos we are live in a corrupted world with degenerating values. by doing so, my mum scolded me saying i was 'too truthful' and made a silly decision but i know that god will honor his word and will bless me even more than what i can imagine. If God cant entrust a $500 thingin my hands how am i to ask god for more???
ouch. it is in such time of pain that god uses to build up my charcter, it is sigh.. so near yet so far. but it is God's PLan. even as i entrust e issue into God's hand i believe that my God is an awesome God, and that he will bless me. So i asked god to bless and amaze me, and i being the abit more da-dan, i asked gOD to bless me before i leave 4 china on 16 April. and i will update you of God's blessing on me.
However, i THANK GOd that i won %50 U2 bouchers and a pair of GV tix.. lolxx.
making my life a miracle 12:42 AM
Monday, March 27, 2006
hahaha just finished a meeting on my Sol3 proj.. So many things so little time. SO many plans unfulfilled, too many dreams. But ONE dream is all i need, ONE plan and One goal. that is to serve my God,
Reflection. I need to concentrate on what i NEED to do rather tahn what is Urgent. Also i want to IMPACT the lifes placed in my hands.I have come to a point where i have realised that it is not my plans anymore. But God's.
Also, I have also realised taht sometime, people hurt and dissapoint you. But it is In god that i find my love and from him I draw my Strength.
making my life a miracle 11:17 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Finally got my com reformatted today... crazy day today, whole body is sore and pain due to e immense amt of lactic acids built up in ma body. went to work out these few days.. wahaha went to see me grandma today, she's still having a sore feet, and its not realli, good, i keep asking her to come to church but she keeps rejectin ... But i thank god that she sponsored some of my vaccination costs... Thank God for her.
Later i went over to meet E&M's 12 for an afternoon of fun. whoah..s o tired la.. best of all evan told me beach to play frisbee. And lo and behold i was the only one wearing slipper la... lol
Not a very good week dis week. sigh... my dad is SUCH A PAIN!!!! gtg.
making my life a miracle 1:39 AM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
was just browsing thru the blogs, and i came across one from Mr teck hong, it was very insightful. just last sunday, a pastor challenged the youth from our church to do something across 3mths =12 weeks, being the High I i am, i instantly accepted. not long after that doubts came into my mind. What if ..... but you only have 1 mth more! doubts that just were coming in the way and discouraging me. so i will get teh thing done before i go off to china in aApril 17th... so gambatte!!!!! G12 conference pics http://www.flickr.com/photos/58325939@N00/sets/72057594087466461/show/
making my life a miracle 4:10 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
conquerers in Christ, thats why we've been called to be, and it comes as no coincidence dat my pastor is Pst Seng Lee, which literally victorious. So i really thank god for that, this week has been a really good week, of healing and restoration of my soul, one might even mistake this for a emotional high. but it is not. it is a renewed uplifting of my spirit. have no time to write more... have so much work to do for God.
Just some pics of my DnD with me. Didn't drink much FYI. Had quite a gd time with mah frens.. also my new skin.. so pls advice..ENjoy!
making my life a miracle 2:50 AM
amazing!!!!! new meaning to keeper of fishes
making my life a miracle 12:28 AM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Lol.. had a fun time clubbin with the gals alst nite.. however drank a tat too much... and tried to do some lame shit magic.. sorry pl ! i spoilt magic for you..
making my life a miracle 11:55 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
hahah thanx. ade 4 the reminder to update my blog. i just realised that it has been like a month since i last wrote.. aniwae, i'll be going to china for 3 months to do my attachement. So i'm really excited and looking forward to it.. it will be an enriching and exciting journey for me... and i will be blogging more over there.. provided there is internet excess over there.. lol. wahhaha Have fun.
