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Friday, March 31, 2006
AHH!!! my previous blog was abt to be published and gone.. sighz....
I just came back from the D&D last night. it hurts so much to say this but i went up to collect a XBOX 360.
but b4 dat, Before going i asked god to let me win BIG!!!!
so i went up. but the tix wasn't mine, it belong ed to someone else who had left to go some where else. so the tix had won i went up and they slowly eliminated the winners one by one.. sighz... it was so fun..
coming back i struggled in my spirit.
i could, NOT TELL and have it for myself.[but dat'll be wrong...]or TELL and give it to her....
so i went to a bible which thank god my cuz sent to me from aussie.. thank god for him. and i read titus 1:7 7 For the bishop must be blameless, as God's steward; not self-willed, not soon angry, no brawler, no striker, not greedy of filthy lucre; bishop refering to an overseer aka leader
it was not easy.. but in de end i called her and let her know...
[and i pleaded if i could have it...lolx] but Ultimately it was hers and up to her what she wanted to do with it. i realised that even with an 'easy' thing such as integrity, it is not always easy cos we are live in a corrupted world with degenerating values. by doing so, my mum scolded me saying i was 'too truthful' and made a silly decision but i know that god will honor his word and will bless me even more than what i can imagine. If God cant entrust a $500 thingin my hands how am i to ask god for more???
ouch. it is in such time of pain that god uses to build up my charcter, it is sigh.. so near yet so far. but it is God's PLan. even as i entrust e issue into God's hand i believe that my God is an awesome God, and that he will bless me. So i asked god to bless and amaze me, and i being the abit more da-dan, i asked gOD to bless me before i leave 4 china on 16 April. and i will update you of God's blessing on me.
However, i THANK GOd that i won %50 U2 bouchers and a pair of GV tix.. lolxx.
making my life a miracle 12:42 AM