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Saturday, May 27, 2006
just finished watchin davince code online, did want to help him get richer, so decided to get it free instead also, managed to watch Incredibles...
Davinci code was a good show of FICTION. it was a whole lotta crap, like how jesus is human and had never resurrected.. i mean yea rite.. how can 1 author convince so many people, when decades of theologians have proved unsucessful to prove that jesus is not God?? madness.. its like terrible...
That The starof David is actually a symbol for sex.. wth.. i could go on... but its madnesss... anyway, if u are so desperate to watcha movie pls go buy incredibles.. very nice.
I Mean, it makes me feel all warm and fssy inside.
SO many ties we try to do things on our, own thinking that we are all we need.
But like it or not, we need God. dan Brown will even go to the extend of saying that there is No God...
Many people have asked me what is so gd abt being a christian.[most of teh christians here are old ppl, so they think they are scared of dying etc..
] i gave them all textbook answers so much so that i'm not even convinced myself ?
What makes me a christian ?
issit because i said the siners prayer?
or because i go church every sunday ?
Or maybe because i know ppl who are christian..
No.
I am a christian only because i'm unworthy.
unworthy ?
Yes, its like you are a prisoner, on death row.
Den the President comes to your cell and unlocks you personally,
And sets you free...
I like being a christian, because i am in love with a God,
Someone, who is there for me, who gives me the strength to see the invisble.
Who are you in love with ?
making my life a miracle 11:58 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Wow, This is indeed very fast , this is already the start of the 6th week, It also signal s the Midway point of my stay in Jiangxi, 6 more weeks of attachment, and 6 weeks of past, that has blown past me faster than typhoon Chanchu.
man.. pls look@ what time i'm doing this, madness..
and i'm still in the factory!
lolx
recently neglected e blog qte abit, cos work starting to pile up. i have to experminents evreyday , so if u see me online, and mesage and i nv reply, pls forgive muar, i'm doing work, juyst bcos i'm online doesn't mean i'm always der. so very paiseh.
thank God, i'm able to sleep in late and have to come to work only @ 2 pm. to whic h i have the key now. so no more cyber cafe. cheaper too..
having some shitty problems with e other guy that cmae w me.
talk abt loving the unlovable, wow.
getting qte hard, as he's very stubborn and always right.. sigh..
on the other hand my cam is getting cranky, so need to find out wads wrong w it. also i'm gettin very sleepy, and tired. bye.,
o yah went fishing caught 20 lil fishies that were put in batter and deep fried.
shiok. but small..
ciao... hpe to update soon.. lolx...
ciao !
btw the streetlamps go out @ 1230.. bye !
~zoom.
making my life a miracle 12:23 AM
Wow, This is indeed very fast , this is already the start of the 6th week, It also signal s the Midway point of my stay in Jiangxi, 6 more weeks of attachment, and 6 weeks of past, that has blown past me faster than typhoon Chanchu.
man.. pls look@ what time i'm doing this, madness..
and i'm still in the factory!
lolx
recently neglected e blog qte abit, cos work starting to pile up. i have to experminents evreyday , so if u see me online, and mesage and i nv reply, pls forgive muar, i'm doing work, juyst bcos i'm online doesn't mean i'm always der. so very paiseh.
thank God, i'm able to sleep in late and have to come to work only @ 2 pm. to whic h i have the key now. so no more cyber cafe. cheaper too..
having some shitty problems with e other guy that cmae w me.
talk abt loving the unlovable, wow.
getting qte hard, as he's very stubborn and always right.. sigh..
on the other hand my cam is getting cranky, so need to find out wads wrong w it. also i'm gettin very sleepy, and tired. bye.,
o yah went fishing caught 20 lil fishies that were put in batter and deep fried.
shiok. but small..
ciao... hpe to update soon.. lolx...
ciao !
btw the streetlamps go out @ 1230.. bye !
~zoom.
making my life a miracle 12:23 AM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
It has come to my attention that i've been here close to a month liao,
so has my chinese improved ? i think so, i think i also kena the slang liao sia.... lol. aniwae, i think an update on my life here is long overdue, the routine so far has been to spend as much time online as possible, this is indeed qte emotionally draining not to forget also sleeping time. working time has also changed , in the sense dat in a yr, it changes qte a bit, used to be 8-12, 1:30-5:30, now its 7:30-11:30 and 2:00-6:00, so yea.. luch is very rushed, my hand is also healing fast, but still on a cast until it heals.
Church is also a funny case. I was recently reminded by ma Pst. What is church??? is it a place ? or a congregation of people ? Why are am making a 5 hr journey every week that is both $$$ and tiring?
Sadly, i forgot all abt the reasons, it is like you forget the main reaaason behond everythng, like christmas, IT IS ABT GOD...
i was so caught up by the act of going to church, that I forgot why i was going in the first place, all i knew was that i needed to go. How wrong, i needed to SEE god, not to go to a Ancient Building. God is where I am. Thank God, i managed to find a church OPPOSITE MY HSE!!!!.. wow!
But which brings me to my other Sad point, when they found out i was Christian, tey were qte amazed that i was cos to them only old women belief in God, bcos they arre worried abt dying. So i thought ,"HOW WRONG!!!!" and i explained and told them how God has changed my life, and i even had the opportunity of sing songs to them :@!!!! wow, indeed i see what a blessing it is ! How great thou art !!!! wow!
and i want to THANK GOD FOR THAT! in fact, i have had so many people saying that they would like to see, Indeed the harvest is plentiful and the workers few.
How can you bring more ppl to church ???
excited.
making my life a miracle 8:00 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Had rabbit meat just now, very hot and spicy, steweed with cinnamon
very nice like mutton, qte tough though but very nice, had a coule of drinks, by the way, i'm now called
小林... wahahah....... qte seh~ now sia.. lol..
ok gtg nowz..
bye
making my life a miracle 9:15 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
how dare you!
if my sleeping late is affecting my work i dont mind. you wanna sleep early that your problem, dont impose you habits on me! dont come giving me bed times etc, i wanna watc the telly i w ill do so. if it disturbs your sleeping boo hoo... so sad... too bad ! tell me i'll bring the vol down! dont come and tell me whatta do. its notlike i'm getting paid etc, even if you are my supervisor [which you are not] who are you to tell me how to live ??? of course sleeping early is gd and all that, but tell me what to do ! i'm not like not paying etc, i pay rent for a shit hole, and i need to listen to your shit ! come on! we are grown-ups, dont treat us like some lil kiddies. so pissed.
making my life a miracle 2:25 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
do a work of transformation
how can we transform to be a conqueror ?
1. need o accept god s perceeption
e lord is with yopu , mighty warrior, [how am i a mighty warrior ?]
false beliefs of our lifes
feel that god has abandoned him
gideon was treshing wheat in a WINE PRESS!!! (doing wrong thing at wrong place, due to opression.)
aim to please ppl. no peace.
scared til lao sai lao jio..... lol
2. god's purity
3. anointed w god's power through us.
i need the holyspirit where i am !!! god where are you ???, i got no strength !
i need your strength !
dont know why...
brough tback to the case of the xbox 360, eventhough i did not feel a "sensation" i did it, and even though the world jeered, i did it, sometimes i regret buti know it is right. dont now e\why im doing this . living here is qte unbearable, just dont feel enough of HIM. where are you ? that i may find you. pplease.
sigh..
living with kenny is gettin qte unbeareable, he black face la, sumtimes like tak shiok. qte crappy like he will gossip abt me while i'm sleeping to the other room mate, den will like be unhappy in the morning, my, whast have i gotten myself into ?
i'm looking forward to the best part of my stay here, the end. when i can go to shanghai... sighz...
making my life a miracle 7:40 PM