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Sunday, November 27, 2005
Trash
The last week has been a crazy time of trash talk,
when you're tired and stressed you start being crappy,
with the wazzup.. wahahaha... and WAAAAASHHHHH...fun and crazy...
but recently,
the suans have turned into hurtful words than failed to edify,
Hurtful words that just pull down and destroy.
Lifes accountable
was also something i failed to remember.
Revel 3:2-3
ouch... was realli convicted by god this morning when i was sleeping, i dreamt that i was prayed for, and oi fell, i felt god talking to me, and i FELT it, when i was sleeping, i was so shocked. how could i be possible that you feel......
How infinite is HIS wisdom
Her
She is a person whose name i should not speak of, or should i ?
i wrote to her telling her of her spoilt and tackless words.
but the most hurtful words must have been how misfirtunate i had been knowing her.
as much as i would like to let her know that i'm angry at her on one thing, she thinks i'm angry over spilt water.I feel bad that i should frogive her and apologise and stuff like that... but it has been 3 years of this.
how ? to apologize or not ?
you humiliated me infront of so many people over a condition i have no control over, i tolerated so many times when u whispered behind my back laughing about me. or when my jokes were not funni, or when i say things outa e blue. but you humiliated me infront of so many people and when u found it funny, you went to tell the others of the good joke. You have been told upteenth times of how were tactless and insensitive. we can try to forget the times you rejected people's presents because you didn't like them. or the times you scolded every1 because they dint wait for YOU.
but you should try to spare a thought for others.
well i hope she does see it and understand.
well, as much as i want to apologize, i feel that i've been unjustly treated and badli hurt. sigh.. i'm so scarred and bruised by her words. sigh...
1john4:
19We love because he first loved us.
20If anyone says, "I love God," yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen.
"God, please teache me how to love. That your glory can be seen in my life."
making my life a miracle 1:58 AM